Who would've thought?

It's ironic really.That it takes making a life to value my own. Never have I felt so powerful, so useful, so valuable. Everything that is needed to create life ( minus the sperm donation) is inside my body. I feel like god, and to quote modest mouse " well i am my own damn god! hahahahahahahaha!" Yes, I am weepy, irritable, maddening I'm sure. I spend countless hours watching stupid tv shows that make me cry. However, I feel like xena the warrior princess, an amazonian goddess. I am the lizard king. And I can do anything.